Is this the real life
Is this just fantasy
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
I’m just a poor [girl],i need no sympathy
Because I’m easy come,easy go,
A little high,little low,
Anyway the wind blows,doesn’t really matter to me,
To me

She was a phantom of delight
When first she gleam'd upon my sight;
A lovely apparition, sent
To be a moment's ornament.

William Wordsworth (1770 - 1850)

I started concentrating so hard on my vision that I lost sight.

Robin Green

What will happen to a face in the crowd when it finally gets too crowded.
And will happen to the origins of sound after all the sounds have sounded
Well I hope I never have to see that day but by god I know it's headed our way
So I better be happy now that the boy's going home. The boy's gone home.

Spring is like a perhaps hand
(which comes carefully
out of Nowhere)arranging
a window,into which people look(while
people stare
arranging and changing placing
carefully there a strange
thing and a known thing here)and

changing everything carefully

spring is like a perhaps
Hand in a window
(carefully to
and fro moving New and
Old things,while
people stare carefully
moving a perhaps
fraction of flower here placing
an inch of air there)and

without breaking anything.

ee cummings

Inflammation of a bursa

A sac or saclike bodily cavity, especially one containing a viscous lubricating fluid and located between a tendon and a bone or at points of friction between moving structures.

All paid jobs absorb and degrade the mind.

Aristotle

I am considering applying for a job... I know what you must be saying... that I do such a good job at being an unemployed student. I'm quite amazing at it actually... I manage to do lots of worthwhile things (things that could be considered work even) but without getting paid. One would think that my dislike for what we might call "paid work" is some foolish attempt by to retain some element of my childhood (no money means no responsibility... however people still think you're cute). Unfortunately... if I need to start making some money if I want to somehow maintain my status as a student. Graduate studies will be an expense that student loans and much desired scholarships (a result of excellent academic standing... which is very much related to my happily unemployed status) cannot cover without some additional personal $$$.

I must clarify a few things... I was looking for work earlier in the school year. I was quite dedicated in fact, but not to sound as if I'm making excuses... school became too important. I found more in my program that interested me than I expected... and without realizing it job hunting became a very low priority in comparison to my academic pursuits. But this peaceful existence cannot continue I fear... and a possible job has come up and I need to do something about it. I have no predictions whether I can really get this job or not... but I spent enough time as an employment counsellor to know that I can't get a job without applying for it. So apply I will. I'll spend tomorrow polishing off my resume and covering letter.

So since I've taken the time to add some pictures to this post... I might as well try to make them related to the content. I'm sticking with the theme of youthful exuberance I think... This picture was from a family trip to Victoria. I always liked this picture because this shot of me hanging on a branch gave the impression that I was adventureous. Funny thing though... I'm pretty sure I didn't climb up there rather I was lifted up and placed there. But whether I climbed up or not, I am still there hanging on a branch... taking what could be called a "risk." My adult self could learn a thing or two from Raffaella age ? (note the subtle connection between risk taking and applying for a job).

Unrelated to what I will call my career pursuits, I have started research on a new paper Flickr and Social Networks. I have had great luck so far... seeing that just yesterday on the flickr blog there was a post about a new third party application called flickrGRAPH that visualizes social networks inside flickr. Also, sometime within the next couple days I will watch the presentation "Producing Social Environments" that is part of the Online Social Networks Conference for 2005 that I found about from this blog. It's really quite amusing how all of these things have come to my attention after I came up with my research topic.

Work while you have the light. You are responsible for the talent that has been entrusted to you.

Henri-Frédéric Amiel

• you may require the following information like my flickr screen name, which is *raffaella

• and you will be required to sign up for a flickr account. But you should have one anyways... because you'll want to have a pro photostream just like I will have.

We can only learn to love by loving.

Iris Murdoch

There is a time for many words, and there is also a time for sleep.

Homer, The Odyssey

Greek epic poet (800 BC - 700 BC)

I wonder why my body is not tired this evening... it does not wish to cooperate with my regular sleeping schedule. This is a "crying shame" as my mind is actually quite tired and would like to partake in a little slumber. Unfortunately for me this evening... it seems that one will not sleep without the other... hence this early morning post.

My photography hobby continues. Earlier this evening (yesterday I suppose) I experimented with some interesting lighting conditions created by a makeshift light table (well really the position of the halogen lamp I used for the light table) that I had constructed to view some slides for a local elementary school project I'm helping out with.

My sister (or one of my sisters I should say) is probably gagging after seeing this photo... she has an aversion to feet for some strange reason. Nevertheless, I was quite pleased with the outcome of this photo... as well as the other photos in this series (of which I've posted a random selection of to my flickr account). I really have to update to a pro account soon. Since it's only just February 1st and I've already used up 100% of my upload allowance.

Anyhow, seeing that it's approximately quarter to three, I really have nothing else of interest to report.