sick and tired of being sick and tired.


I go through periods where I am relatively light hearted and stress free. Today is not one of them. I couldn't sleep last night and lay awake composing letters I will never send. I've been enduring a long period of writer's block, which has extended from my academic work to my personal life. I have pages of information stored in my head, and the beginnings of thoughtful pieces scribbled in my notebook. This material doesn't move anywhere, it doesn't become anything. This feeling that I have too much that I'm keeping to myself has become a bit overwhelming, and I feel physically tired and sick from the weight of it.